it's has been a long time i'm not post a new entry haha :P (a super-duper buzy with my preparation to enter a KUIN's university)
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I'm so stressed to thinking about my course to intake JUN 2012
Firstly, my DAD says you can take any course (kuliyyah) you want.. and i said YESSS!! finally i can decide for my future plan. YAHOOOOO!! I did it! but after that my dad says HE wants me to apply a SYARIA'H 's course (kuliyyah syari'ah).
Secondly, my MOM so happy because i decided to take (kuliyyah lughah) but after I approved my field and KUIN's university accepted my application. My mom start to makes me confuse with my decision. Oh My... i don't believe this!! :(
Thirdly, I was excited to make preparation (persiapan masuk kolej/universiti). I'm feel so lonely in this world when I need to do everything without any support from my parent.. sometimes I'm feel like is it i'm HER REAL DAUGHTER of my parent?? or I just a ADOPTED CHILD.
Fourthly, I really needs a help or support from someone I love so much and I really hope any support from MY FRIENDS, PARENTS, SIBLINGS, MY RELATIVES. (errr.. can someone lend me money haha or spends me a lots of money because I need it as my neccesary.. arghhhh I know no one knows my PROBLEM except Allah.. so I just to ask for Allah helping me out of my problem..
Fifthly, I just a LITTLE DAUGHTER (19 years old) and annoying kid hahahahahaha and innocent girl in the world!! cheewaaahhhh
Psst : Someone please help me!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment